My father asked me to make an appointment with a psychiatrist. That was about two weeks ago and I still haven’t made the first call. I don’t even know where to start. Last night I took the phone book and looked for “therapists/psychiatrists”, there were like a hundred of them. How am I supposed to pick one? Just flicking through the pages made me dizzy. Besides, I’ve seen so many therapists in my life that I’m sick of them. Maybe it would be easier if he –my father- would just give me a plane ticket for my birthday. Then I could disappear.